>>1922>Could you bring up an example or two of what the voices would say? Or what they would ask you to do?
Usually commands. It'd be related to the revelations. For example I was told that my pet cat was actually keeping me in a simulation and to escape I had to kill it. I didn't though. >As a child, how did you feel about this? Did you believe the voice? Did it affect you?
As a child, it was very very complicated. I hadn't seen proof at that point then they presented it, but weirdly though I thought it was true, I didn't care. I was still relaxed.>Have you ever had any control over the voices?
Have I had control? From time to time yes. When I was a kid I'd hold my head as tight as I can to prevent the voices from sticking thoughts in.>What are the most interesting, in your opinion, things your voices told you?
Most interesting? One of the most interesting things was the strange theology of the voices. I was told about the sequences of 3, 4 and 5. 3 symbolizes filth, the underworld, pure evil. 4 symbolizes good, God, pure good. 5 symbolizes man, who is in a constant struggle between the two. >Were the voices somehow tied to your perception of the world or not?
In fact they were. I believed strongly that there was a conspiracy around me involving things like religion, rituals, and other stuff.>Were the voices somehow tied to your perception of the world or not?
Yes. They were. When I was 7-9? I believe.. I started seeing patterns around me. These of course were numbers, certain words, etc.>Could you interact with the voices? Like say "fuck you!". And did they respond? Did you have a sort of relationship with each voice, like were some of them friendly and some hostile?
This is one of the best parts. Yes, I could. But it was complicated. Some I couldn't, some I could. Not to mention, yes, there were friendly and unfriendly voices. Voices associated with the numbers 4 and 5 were friendly, and 3 weren't. >>1925
Screenplay? I've wanted to do a whole lot of writing and animation based on it.. maybe you'll see in the future.
I've spooked a couple people. When I was in middle school I had some weird thing happen right then. I started having the voices then, a strong cacophony. I wasn't able to speak. Or move. I was sat in class, with an exam paper in front of me, sweating in silence and not even moving. I was carried out of the classroom.