/yu/ - I would like to say thank you to all the wonderful anons here. One of you posted this song in /mu/ this last January or February.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ympaDJDTFsI remembered and am listening to it right now and it's nearly brought me to tear


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 No.1396[D]

I would like to say thank you to all the wonderful anons here. One of you posted this song in /mu/ this last January or February.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ympaDJDTFs
I remembered and am listening to it right now and it's nearly brought me to tears for the first time in over a decade. That time wasn't a particularly bright time in my life, it's about as close as I've ever come to becoming a true hikikomori.
Listening to this song makes me remember being wrapped in my warm blankets for days at a time, barely even leaving them to use the bathroom. I remember watching the snow drift past the streetlamps at night then melt through the next day. I remember my hair growing long as it slowly covered my ears, fell into my eyes, and brushed my shoulders. Disappointed voices outside my door and spider bites that appeared in the night. Only creeping out of my room to eat, drink, and piss when I was sure that everyone else was asleep, because I was so very scared of being seen. Feeling like something out of a 12-year-old's first creepypasta, like if some drowsy sleepwalker stumbled upon me they'd be scarred for life. Losing my humanity day by day but feeling so warm and so oddly content at the same time. I remember feeling so peculiarly childlike and bittersweet about the whole thing. As if I owed the whole world an apology. And now, even as that time is squarely set in my rear view mirror, I feel as if I would quite like to go back. If you have been in a similar place, I'm sure you know what I mean.

 No.1397[D]

That's where I was when I found 22chan, and I felt like it was somewhere for me. Nobody was too cynical, but they weren't stupid either. They joked about the past but weren't lost in it. I guess it was what I needed.
So, whoever posted that song, thank you very much! It's a wonderful tune that's become a part of me. I guess that's what music is all about.
General 22 feels thread I guess.

 No.1398[D]

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jaL79kDUzPM
Here's a feel'sy song

Lyrics

The man and the cat are crying at the window,
The grey rain is dropping right on the pane...
An emergency ambulance is going to the man and the cat:
The poor man's sick brain is cramped.
The doctor's coming, coming through a snowy plain,
He's bringing people a healing powder.
The man and the cat will take the powder,
And sadness will recede, and melancholy will go away.
The man and the cat can hardly count days,
Instead of a blue sky, there's a grey ceiling...
The man and the cat fly at night,
But the dream isn't prophetic, it gives them no wings.
The doctor's coming, coming through a snowy plain,
He's bringing people a healing powder.
The man and the cat will take the powder,
And sadness will recede, and melancholy will go away.
"Where are you, where are you, where are you, white car?"
The man cries in the toilet walls,
But the walls can't hear, the pipes are like veins,
And the supply tank throbs violently, like a heart.
The doctor's coming, coming through a snowy plain,
He's bringing people a healing powder.
The man and the cat will take the powder,
And sadness will recede, and melancholy will go away.
Jesus christ this song made me sad.
In context, this was posted by null of kiwi farms. He was talking about a youtuber by the name of mumkey jones, who was growing in popularity, and had the world in his grasp. He was getting married.
Went over to a fan meet and greet, and cheated on his wife, and his entire world fell apart. Now hes poor, taking a ton of drugs, has no family or friends, and lives in a trailer park, alone. Completly mentally deranged. I am somtimes afraid of ending up like a lolcow. Its like my shadow, so close, yet so far away.

 No.1399[D]

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=r7CZm4e6W3A
Another song that brings me to tears. r

 No.1400[D]

>>1396
I feel myself slipping every day. I need to learn to socalise properly
I've been isolated for so long, i would be a worse person without ED, kiwi farms, cwcki, imageboard culture, and 4chan and later 22chan. As strange as this sounds, Lolcows kept me into perspective. Made me realise the changes i needed to make me a better person, so i wont end up like them, but i made so many mistakes i dont know what to think

 No.1401[D]

Another thing, it the fact that i'm losing the ability to express my self properly,j through text, or otherwise, heck, i cant find the proper words to speak or type, and i'm even forgetting how to spell properly. Some type of memory loss?
I guess degradation is the proper word.
Isolation was the worst thing that happend to me in my life.

 No.1402[D]

ten years, without proper socialisation.
and i'm 19. I guess the only good thing is the fact that i still have time to grow and change.

 No.1403[D]

Anyone know a good book on socialisation?

 No.1404[D]

>>1403
You're not going to find one. It's not something that can be picked up from a book, these are innate skills that would have been developed during a process of socialization in childhood. And any book written would be undoubtedly written by a normalfag, so its advice wouldn't be of much use.

 No.1405[D]

>>1398
I only heard this song played with a guitar at a campfire before, a few years back and I forgot about it
Thanks for the feels
Here's something in exchange
https://youtu.be/Bz3xK8qWze0

 No.1406[D]

>>1403
i may attempt something.
i dont promise anything though

 No.1407[D]

>>1404
Ah, yes.
I understand, i guess i wasn't really tihinking.
>>1406 sounds interesting



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