/yu/ - Perhaps i'm wrong, but it seems the other thread is not only a bit too long, but a bit outdated. The main goal is to let everything out, vent, about everything. What you did today, what you are going through, how you feel and so on. Hopfully it'll be a


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 No.1295[D]

Perhaps i'm wrong, but it seems the other thread is not only a bit too long, but a bit outdated. The main goal is to let everything out, vent, about everything. What you did today, what you are going through, how you feel and so on. Hopfully it'll be a bit therapeutic and help you heal, and relax. I dunno. I'm just going through hell in my life and on the last thread i just exploded and if i don't let it all out i could be hurting myself, and a new thread could be like some sort if fresh start. Maybe we all deserve a fresh start sometimes.

 No.1296[D]

Please excuse my spelling errors. Will also show pictures storm damage or whatever if requested.
2018. I'm 18 years old. News of a hurricane coming our way. Florida downplayed the hurricane. "Catagory 2"
Actually catagory 5.
Didn't evactuate the city.
No news or info on how to prepair.
Or even what to do afterwards.
Since there was no evactuation notice, figured it was best to stay home.
Helped family throw inportant stuff into totes. JUST incase. Good idea.
House has porch both front and back, Living room/dining room/kitchen all bunched up, classroom, parents shared a room. Mine and my sisters room, Laundry room, and two bathrooms. Lower class/ slightly poor family. House is good sized. Starts to rain.
Everyone moves into living room. Tv is on. Rain picks up.
Lightning strikes House. lights burn out and the tv catches fire. Fire alarm goes out.
Rain is pounding and wind picks up.
Dad freaks out and stops fire. Sister has a ashma attack because of the smoke. Mom and i drag two mattress over. We all lay under it to protect
ourselves.
Widows start to crack.

 No.1297[D]

Wind and rain is intence
First tree falls and kitchen explodes. Breakes through wall. Dishes explode sending glass shards everywhere and water flooding inside Evrything is too loud. Eardrums pop.
Sounds like freight train and cannons fireing. more trees fall. Roof almost collapes in on us, trees hit entire roof but only the branches break thouth every room spraying water and fiber glass every in every room except sisters room and entertainment room. Thought i heard screaming. Storm lasts for 3 hours. All the doors and windows are blocked by trees. barely managed to slide outside. Both of our cars are destroyed. Rv is destroyed. Turns out the screaming was our neighbors who thought we died. Street is completely blocked by trees. Some neighbors had there house damaged just as bad as we did, some didnt. What made everything worse during the storm was "mini swirls" aka mini tornados. Tore trees out of the ground. Nearby city mexico city FL was leveled. 12 people killed. Will talk more about my experiences some other day. Dont know what to say anymore.

 No.1298[D]

How is eveyone else doing?

 No.1299[D]

>>1295
>/Diary/
>not /yu/me

 No.1302[D]

Huge influx of illegal immigrants from mexico. Major crime wave.
House owner contracted an illegal without knowing. Beer bottels littered the yard and cuban cigar wrappers. A roof was slapped on without fixing the damage to the framework. Police car drives around daily. Local park is a druggie hangout. Not safe to go for a walk anymore.

 No.1303[D]

>>1299
Bitch, that means Dream, you mean Nikki

 No.1304[D]

>>1296
>>1297
Sounds like from a horror movie

 No.1305[D]

>>1295
I need to study for an exam I have in two weeks and I'm not doing it
I'm going to fail if I continue to do so.
I really care but I can't bring myself to study, or better every day it's harder. I calculated I have to study 5 hours every day to make it but most days I achieve less than one

Other than that I'm not doing anything interesting and haven't felt excited for a personal project in a long time. I don't even know what I'm interested in anymore
Just watched akira and didn't like it as much as I expected to like it. Going to bed way later than I should

 No.1307[D]

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>>1304
Felt like one.

 No.1308[D]

>>1305
Man that sucks. Hope you get out of that negitive feed back loop your stuck in

 No.1309[D]

>>1295
Been taking pills for depression, been off of them for 3 days and it made me realize something. I have no reason to live, and I don't have a reason to die. I have no reason to be sad, but I have no reason to be happy. I'm stuck between these two sections constantly and it's as if I'm some sort of unwanted person in any given area. I don't think I fit anywhere, and I mean anywhere, because I can't exactly relate to those on the bottom of the social status, but nor can I exactly relate to those normal or even above the social status. I feel like this is all in my head and I'm just being delusional and complaining and all this stupid shit but.. I just don't know what's going on. These pills they only make me happy and give me no purpose (which is why you should never EVER take them), but when I'm depressed it happens for no reason. Thinking about dying is one thing I have in mind but I live a decent life. I was never really abused by my parents, I never really faced terrible hardship, and my family spoiled me with many things (I wish they hadn't). The only bad things I experienced was constant bullying from 3rd to 6th grade, being socially inept, and having no friends, plus the depression, and losing my passion because of stupid people. I don't understand where I'm at and where I should go. I used to want to be someone until I realized where I'm at.

 No.1310[D]

>>1309
>I don't think I fit anywhere, and I mean anywhere, because I can't exactly relate to those on the bottom of the social status, but nor can I exactly relate to those normal or even above the social status. I feel like this is all in my head and I'm just being delusional and complaining and all this stupid shit but.. I just don't know what's going on.
I feel like that too, but for different reasons. I feel like I miss something that all other people have, which makes me weird and far from others even if people can sometimes enjoy my company and I theirs. I can hardly feel like part of something, but I really want to.
I'm probably in a better place than you right now, I still believe I can find happiness so I have something to live for and I have friends, even if I haven't seen them in months. I have plenty to die for to.
People usually say "find a hobby" in these cases. For me it's always been important to care about something, so I always try to keep my hobbies alive. I've lost much drive too actually, but that's my fault. Anyway a hobby might give you a reason to live. You said you lost your passion, well I think you should try to find it again. Maybe for the same thing, maybe for something new.
Also I don't know your situation exactly but to me it doesn't seem like the having the same economic background is fundamental to forming friends. I've seen rich guys be really close to not so rich ones. So you can make friends anon, but I can't really give you advice on how to get them.
Good luck anon, you can make it. We both can

 No.1311[D]

>>1307
Well I guess at least it's over. I'm sure you have your problems but at least not life threatening.
Btw that's a pretty cool photo. Did you take it?

 No.1312[D]

>>1308
thanks. I hope too.

 No.1313[D]

>>1310
>A hobby might give you a reason to live.
I've tried this and it doesn't offer much, thanks for your help though.

 No.1314[D]

>>1313
Same anon as >>1309 here. Who responded to >>1310 as >>1313
I should add on and say that when you mentioned I should find something new, it gave me this thought of working on something I've wanted to try out. I'll give that a shot, aside from that hobbies don't really work for me. If I work on an objective though, then that'll give me the drive to go forward I guess.



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