/yu/ - >no gf for 2 years>no hookups for 1 year>no female touch for 7 monthsim now to the point where im comfortable just being alone and just having male friends that share interests. Is there something wrong with me? Have i degenerated or ascended? Besi


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 No.1139[D]

>no gf for 2 years
>no hookups for 1 year
>no female touch for 7 months
im now to the point where im comfortable just being alone and just having male friends that share interests. Is there something wrong with me? Have i degenerated or ascended?
Besides all that ive come to find alot about myself through this loneliness and im kinda proud of that. Anyone else feel this way?

 No.1140[D]

>>1139
for me i am in the long dark night of the soul, and being with girls like i was before doesn't make sense
i can't love a girl in that way anymore, i went off into stranger corridors
even when i was good i didn't really love them, because i had these religious thoughts in my head that meant more than them
im still broken but i see God a lot more clearly than love these days

 No.1141[D]

>>1140
Care to explain I never looked at god really just my internal self finding our who I am

 No.1142[D]

>>1141
it's a very long story, longer than i could put into a text
i have iived through so much i could never summmarize it

but i have one commandment in my head, which is to love even your own suffering. even in the pits of the worst despair, love it, and you will be brought back into the fold.

it does not make sense at all from how we view this world. it is just a practice that i think heals us.

try it. youll know if it doesnt work when you try.

i think it brings us back to love instead of hatred.

 No.1160[D]

>>1139
You've ascended, You no longer need meaningless interaction, you're ready for feelings with a human woman now, not a roastie or anything.



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