Idk what to do anymoreI've gone and fucked myself. I'm genuinely in fear of my life now. Everyday I wake up, I remember my reality. A wave of fear and anxiety fills me. Sleep is so peaceful, but knowing I could easily be killed during this time makes me stay up for hours on end. Stepping out my front door is a risk too, buut so is staying at home. I'm terrified to schedule another shift at work because I believe my coworkers want to beat the shid out of me. Same goes with my neighbors and the family I live with. Worse than that, I believe people want to gun me down lol. It's become a hellish existence and I don't see any way I could ever be happy again. Genuinely happy and on a good path. My mother, father, siblings have practically disowned me, leaving me for the dogs. Yet I still live with them, I know the way they feel about me.
Random /yu/ thoughts threadWrite any random feely thoughts which don't deserve their own thread itt
Experiences you have with the internet.Anything internet related really.
Tell me what you thinkOkay everyone.
Dreams and wishesWhat's your biggest wish, anon? Is it something that would completely change your life? Something material or something spiritual?
Well fuckI still feel like I'm going to die in this place.
ITT fat fucks favourite feedAnons that eat your feelings, what do you eat/drink to cope when the ride gets too bumpy, also what tends to make you eat.
animal feels thread>work at an animal shelter (mostly with cats) alone at night
Struggling with feeling like part of a groupI think for many people it's natural to want to feel part of some sort of community. I sometimes come across groups of great people united by the passion for something, but somehow no matter how much I like the group or whether I share the interest for the thing, I'm never able to really feel like part of it. I always feel external, like an alien, a foreigner. Even here, despite sometimes having fun or receiving positive feedback I feel like my background is completely different from the one of most anons, also I don't really have that much of an imageboard culture to "really" be part of the community. I discovered 4chan in 2018... This place a little before a year ago
/poe/ generalPost poetry that resonated with you or you just think is cool
Just some things I want to say.I would just really like to say how much 22chan has been helping with my mental health as of lately, I suffer from depression, anxiety and I am a recovering drug addict who has relapsed more times than I can count but I am currently been sober for what's coming up to a month now and going strong.This site has been the thing I go to whenever I get home from work, you anons are what makes my day that bit brighter because I know after work I have something nice to come home to. I will always treasure this site, because it has become apart of me now, I know we have our jokes and I love them, I don't think I'm going to have a time where I get bored of this place because the way this place is set up is just so perfect for me. I couldn't ask anything more from you anons and I would feel guilty for asking for anything more if there was more that I could ask. This place is a safe haven for me, it's a place that I know I can just go to, sit back and relax while enjoying the many threads and crawling around in /sewers/. Over the nearly 2 years of this site being around I wish the best for the coming years, I suspect even greater things to come from this site and I am more than thrilled to be apart of it.
inspirationI'm tired of feeling like shit and talking about how I feel like shit with other people who feel like shit. Let's please have a thread where we post things we find inspirational yet still honest. Good life advice, the kind of things you'd hear for dear old dad. Hard life advice, even. Just something that makes you want to get up and punch someone in the jaw. Something that would make those dirty hippies cry.
Opinion's about death.I am extremely afraid of death. Just thinking about it gives me panic attacks. It's a really weird feeling knowing that every single person around me one day or another will perish and be replaced by someone else. The lack of a consciousness is what scares me the most.
Beliefs, Morals, Or PhilosophyAll right anons, I wanna build my philosophy a little more, so please say anything about what is your belief, if you have any morals, your thoughts on them, and why do you want to keep them, or any stories on how you got those beliefs and ideas about life. We can also talk about what we disagree on and build it from that point.
Non volo plus hic esseHey /yu/, I have decided to make a thread on something that started years back but still affects me
FlaxenI haven’t told anyone about this. I just feel like the people I know wouldn’t care for this kind of stuff. So /yu/ guys, I tried my best to remember stuff and write it down. Tried to make it less boring; filled in some gaps.
Is any of this even real?...
Night walk doc.Hello,
/diary/in this thread, you tell how do you feel or what you've experienced today. the point of this thread is to make every single day count (hopefully) and hopefully remove off some robot personality
/Diary/ 2 : "Electric Boogaloo"?Perhaps i'm wrong, but it seems the other thread is not only a bit too long, but a bit outdated. The main goal is to let everything out, vent, about everything. What you did today, what you are going through, how you feel and so on. Hopfully it'll be a bit therapeutic and help you heal, and relax. I dunno. I'm just going through hell in my life and on the last thread i just exploded and if i don't let it all out i could be hurting myself, and a new thread could be like some sort if fresh start. Maybe we all deserve a fresh start sometimes.
building through loneliness>no gf for 2 years
It's what I deserve, just meI have recently realized I have gotten scared of people IRL and whenever I listen to a fictional person's voice, I feel calm and relaxed.
i post this here because they're feelsyok, 2 fictions:
fate's sense of ironyWhen I was 20 i punched my dad and served time even though he wasn't pressing charges. we've fought constantly for the past ~27 years. i have a bright future ahead if i work for it. but everybody abandoned me. i feel like maybe i'm not slipping now, because my dad (& i have an irreversible vasectomy) is now my only friend
-no subject-Hello. I come from 4chan after seeing what is tantamount to an advertisement for this site. Securing one of the early posts for myself is a pretty comfy feeling tbh. I wonder if this site will stay up as continuously as 4chan has? The ban on pornography and gay shit sure is refreshing.
I kind of want to kill a specific personIt's been so long I've had a thought like this. Seven years ago I wanted to kill my parents about 5 times as bad but I didn't. I pulled through.
LIFE IS STRANGE: Before the Stormin this game I'm at an impasse. I've got to hold my convictions mostly in the game & be myself. But I got to this one question which was existential to me. I'm supposed to answer "I lost my best friend" or "I lost my dad". well, I want to answer from real life. Both are still alive, and my best friend & I are together as friends. But I betrayed him majorly 1 time & 1 time I was trying to do a long term solid for him and I broke and took it back but then got back on my feet to fight for him. My dad & I broke apart when I was 5 but we were best friends. It's never been the same. I have a feeling the game's going to go downhill but I'd like some talk therapy. It's really I don't want to pick one of them, but I don't want to answer from the game!