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 No.2286[Reply][Last 50 Posts][D]

A thread to talk about how your day went. Venting, talking about future hopes/dreams, or just chatting is all okay.
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>busy and life is hectic
That is how life is to most people but it seems like that consumes you more than the average anon.
>relationship issues
I mostly struggle with having little to no relationships outside of the family.
>fixing my cico.
What is a "cico"?
>I've lost 50 lbs so far, only 20-30 more to go for my current goal.
I have a similar goal. I am not sure how far I want to go.


I made a superplaylist of all warhammer 40k novel narriations on i could find on youtube. I previously had read some 40k novel when i was 8 at the library and just forgot about it until i saw some joke about it in a thread, so i figured i'd just catch up. and after checking the library apparantly they dont have it anymore and i figured id check youtube and see what they have. Highly enjoy, makes manual labor ten times more pleasant. i like how unintentionally goofy if not over the top it can get while still not taking away from the overall grim "realistic" nature of the lore.
First time i ever really delved into scifi related audiobooks. For the most part it's books that aren't in the library or just arent available via paperback.
Before 40k i've listened to Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas and several novels by Brad Meltzer as of yet. I guess the change of pace is nice.


Today was an unpleasant day for me. I had: back, stomach, and dysentery issues. All of that did not add up to a nice day. It did not bother me all that much though, because I think it is important to be content. Some days will be good and, other days will be worse. I believe it is vital to realize that negative emotion a lot of time is passing.

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anyone here know anything about m00t, all the wikis basically have nothing.
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>anyway here is link from that day
is it though


Doubt it


Nice autism, bud.

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Write any random feely thoughts which don't deserve their own thread itt

Sometimes I get in a pretty bad mood, and I start to perceive everything as shitty, even things said by people I'm close with or things I would usually like. Recently I once again was in this mood and got upset when a friend of mine poked fun of a thing I liked, so I wrote a whole rant as a response. I knew the reason it annoyed me was mainly my mood but I suspected that these feelings might be something I "repressed" when in a good mood, also I thought "maybe I'm wrong, but if I don't say it this stays inside of me, on the other hand if I say it we will clear things up"
The next day after reading his response instead of feeling like we "cleared things up" I just felt like I acted like a cunt for no reason
Now this is just a new one of the regretful memories that often pop up in my mind to sting me like a needle
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>I was thinking of finding an application that makes this process like a game
Sounds cool. If you find something nice do write here
Currently I'm doing checkboxes on Paint, not doing too well though


Before I find that app, I have a question for you anon. Have you written or thought about what you want to achieve?


Perhaps there's some memory thats related to the rain that gets triggered when the weather changes?

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>post opinion
>"SHUT UP (insert tripfag here)"
Just fuck my shit up.
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In regards to 4chan It is now a hub for """edgy""" twitter users and redditors waiting for their ban to cycle through, but to make some good out of pretty shitty situations all the bans and dumb shit that happened on 4chan that cause anons to just flat out leave or get permab& such as the /b/-day or GamerGay which lead to alternative imageboards but originally they were a one n' done type deal in regards to the /b/-day it was mainly to host raids and the like but people got bored with it. When it comes to 8chan's demise it leads to either a population boost or cause a brand new set of imageboards which causes some competition between them and just begs the question to anyone wanting to create an imageboard is "why would anyone want to come here?" Personally I did like the idea of board creation but in execution every board was more or less hit or miss. I would like here to be a little more active and I hope we can have some good times just give it some time lads.


>Nobody lurks before posting on 4chan anymore
So much this. When I started browsing back in 2011 the first thing I was told to do was "lurk moar" by some anon on /b/ and I did exactly that. It's the only way to familiarize yourself well with the board culture and contribute to it in a "positive" way later on. Unfortunately, as you already pointed out, this isn't even encouraged anymore and is near-impossible to enforce on the faster boards.

It's a damn shame, but I don't think that 4chan will ever able to return to that ideal present between 2003-2011. The place is too far gone at this point, and even the boards that seem to have held-out (take /a/ for example) have in truth changed significantly over the past decade for the worst.


No one wants to be told what to do on an imageboard which sucks. No one wants valid criticism because a lot of people are insecure and want to repurpose sites like 4chan to their liking. 4chan will never be good again because there aren't the ingredients that made 4chan good. The current internet culture isn't conducive to what you want 4chan to be.

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cmon twooters, make ur dream waifu
thanks to the power of machine learning

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" oh you and your silly games anon, lets go get an ice cream"


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Very qt

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This is, dedicated to.. normalfags. This is gonna be edgy, but this is my opinion.
You're alone. You always will be. Those friends you sit with in the bar or at a restaurant don't know how you truly feel. They're only there because your mind requires them to keep you sane. Your girlfriend means nothing. The love you two share is transient and it'll be gone soon. Love, hate, sadness, happiness.. all of these were made so that your mind could be saved from itself. Your mind is powerful, use it for good. But you won't. You'll still choose to not do anything, to not think nor feel. Because thinking and feeling will require you to hurt yourself. It's fine. Continue what you're doing, continue believing that what you feel is this force of good that'll totally save you from sadness. I'm telling you this out of benevolence. I want to help you. We want to help you. But sadly, you're stuck. You're stuck here because of yourself. You sunk yourself intentionally into quicksand and now you make us dig you out. You tell us to get jobs, have fun in life, among other things. However, your ideas of "fun" and "a successful life" are degraded and do nothing for others except hurt them. We humans are social creatures, made to help each other to an extent, though we are still competitive. But you want to be selfish and make superficial connections with others who see you as a pawn.

This is not a call to nihilism, as some may think of it. This is a call to realization. Just because you're alone doesn't mean there are no outside entities that will not understand you. It just means you won't understand them. So then you read philosophy books and misunderstand them completely as telling you that you can do whatever you want, because you think that you have these philosophers to back up your hedonistic lifestyle. Remember what you did to Nietzsche and Schopenhauer? You people use philosophy not as a guide, but as a cope to continue your disgusting lifestyle.

TL;DR, get the fuck over yourselves.
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normalfags don't suffer from the biological effects of loneliness like we do, just read this


normies have no soul, they are just NPCs, nothing more than pawns.
The idea that being a normal person is good or even desierable is idiotic.


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found the post, i figured i'd post the full thing for context or whatever

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ITT : Recount and discuss autistic stuff you, Or other people did recently or in the past.
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>Be me, 2nd grade
>Playing retarded my little pony game we invented
>Basically you have to chase the other person and drag them into your base
>Girl I'm playing fell onto the ground
>Me and other girl grab her arms
>Literally tugged her shirt off of her shoulder
>Other girl stops and just looks at me but I'm desperate to win
>Teachers come over
>Looks wrong as fuck
>"Uhh, umm..."
>Spaghetti starts spilling out of my pockets, I run away crying


>my little pony game you invented
oh no
>Spaghetti starts spilling out of my pockets, I run away crying
at least you won


Not sure if this story counts as autistic but i'll tell it anyway
Local camp grounds had a movie night. Everyone is welcome to enjoy movies and other fun activites even if you arent from the local area or arent actively using the grounds for the night. One of the activities is riding an E-bike where you can ride it normally, or like a motorcycle with four speed settings, 5 mph, 10mph, 15mph and 20mph. It isnt free to own, it's property of the campgrounds and you had to stay on the campgrounds, and ride it back once you ran out of power. Everything was fine at first, there was two bikes and i and someone else went for a ride and i came back a bit late before the other guy did, and the people managing pulled a bitch fit out of nowhere at the guy who returned the bike. "you rode it too far and for too long, you'll have to pay a fine of 15 bucks" i got a bit angry at that and even the other guy thought it was nonsense. the bikes had to charge and after several hours i came back to go for another ride, and the "management" wasnt even there to manage the bikes. I had to manually hook it up to the charging station and i looked around to see where they went. They basically fucked off and found a place they could hide at and gossip about twitter drama. after the bike charged i figured "screw it, i'll ride this thing out of town and back" and i took off for a great adventure.
Nothing really eventful happened, i made it out of town (pretty damn far lol) and found a neat icecream shop and bought myself a cone, listened to some depeche mode and a "new wave" mixtape on cassette
ran out of power and had to manually ride back which was fine, but it turns out those people called the police for a missing bike.
i thought i was fucked but really, the management sat with the police in a seperate area then the recharge station, and it was dark so if i rode in quietly everything would work out. rode in, and parked it at the oppisite side of the recharge station. walked up and asked the police officer what happened and he said that one of the bikes got taken. "hey, it isnt even missing, its literally been parked at the other side of the recharge station for hours already" the officer shot a glance at the management, gave one of the guys a ticket and said "well thanks for wasting my fucking time" and drove off. After keking i left to watch some shitty cgi movie on the move screen they had set up and overall had a great day.

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I can't do this anymore. I was a NEET for a year, and it was one of the most depressing moments of my life. I tried to kill myself during that time. Then, a year later, decided to come back and try to finish high school. It didn't work either. I just couldn't bring myself to care, to socialize. Got diagnosed with autism. When I was 16-17 I tried having friends and going on dates, just to isolate myself no long after. I can't even keep up with online friends/dating. I try to be normal, I try to find things that give me a sense of fulfilment, from trying to be a normalfag to having hobbies (art, literature, anime, compsci, you name it.) I just want to go back to NEETdom and never see anyone again. Does anyone else feels as hopeless as I am now? I'm not some virgin neet who will fit in with most of imageboard culture, but I'm definitely too autistic to fit with normal, well-adjusted, people.
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That definitely helps, anon. Thank you. Have a good night/day.


Worse thing you can do is force things OP. Do what you enjoy and if you have The time, The ability or the mental wellness to what you want, Do it. Being a normalfag isn't too healthy due to the fast paced "gimme dat" nature of that society and forcing yourself on an imageboard for instant satisfaction of companionship or whatever void you need filled(Even though your sure you can't fit in i assume) Isnt too good either. if you NEED something, (Say, friendship) You wont get it. But slowly working at something you want although painful and slow as that may sound, Will work out.


Believe or not friend that's exactly the same thing I went through, went neet my last 2 years of hs, tried to go back but failed badly

I'm going to be honest with you anon, as someone far on the other side it doesn't get better, not before it gets a lot worse

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>be me
>want a gf
>all the women I meet have shitty personalities
>can barely interact with them without getting pissed off
>late at night
>download some "what would you look like as a girl?" photo filter app
>see what I'd look like as a girl
>oh shit, she's super cute
>instantly become infatuated
>start having dreams where I interact with her
>she's literally me
>no woman could possibly compete
>mfw I am my own waifu
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I've started meditating for 10 minutes every morning. I'm not as awkward since I started but if I miss a day I start being awkward again. Meditating has helped me feel more confident in my skin.
I also have changed my view on women. The obsessions that used to bother me is now just a fact of life to me. It's just what they do, it's immature to get mad at it so just live with it instead or better yet support it if it's not destructive. Girls like when guys pay sincere attention to their obsessions.


Having people talk about themselves is an easy way to talk to people because people are experts on themself usually. The hard part is going beyond that. Do you have any advice anon? I am not afraid of talking to people, but I have a hard time making acquaintances friends.


Here is an elaboration. I find it difficult; to find interesting people or, it is the other way around. When the person I am talking to finishes talking about their life or what they are up to, I don't know what to do after that. Maybe people who I talk to like me I; don't know that. If people like me, I have no clue how to continue the potential friendships I may have. I am paying sincere attention to people I talk to but, I don't know if they care.

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I'm very divided 22chan. I'm a first year college student and currently planning on going into biomedical engineering or physics. I want to join the CIA and the Masons, I want to study electromagnetism and its effects on the human body and furthermore, its history in the mythology and ideas of mankind as a whole. My family and family friends can get me recommended but it isn't certain I'll work as a spook. The issue is that my very lovely boyfriend doesn't want me to do either, he's very afraid of me getting hurt or roped into something I dangerous. I love him very dearly and I don't want to make him upset but the idea that there might be a great, earthshattering discovery related to the earliest days of mankind is utterly intoxicating. I've started to take online physics and calculous classes, that's how determined I am about this. What do I do? I'm not sure where to go in the future. This coming Christmas I'm speaking to my uncle about the Masons, he invited me alone out of my siblings and my cousins but at the time I didn't know what it was all about so I declined. I have his and other people's recommendation at their New England lodge, other people have eyed me as a member too. I'm just very confused. My last final was tonight and I should be celebrating, but I'm sitting here at my computer at 12:30 am when I should be asleep soundly in bed knowing I don't have any school tomorrow.
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Have you asked the uncle about the freemasons?


Did you make it out ok OP or did the CIA do some MKULTRA shit on you?


The CIA is very spooky so it is unknown what has happened to OP.

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Have you ever doubted if there is value in spending time on internet conversations with strangers?
Do you really feel like it's worthwhile?
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Because this is a place I can relate to and speak honestly without having to fear backlash. Basically here is somewhere were I don't have to walk on eggshells around retards anywhere else.


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nice dubs m8


New stuff like twoot's game is a good reason to stay, but for the most part it's the anons, i'm glad some of the really oldfags havent left and i'm going to do what i can to keep posting and keeping things active

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>60 cents in my bank account
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>got money
>live with parents I can ask to buy me shit if I need it
>have gear to do fun stuff but rarely use it
>never have enough time
>as a result never buy stuff or ask for it. What's the point anyway?


I have $890 usd in my account right now


My personal life has been difficult as of late. I want to buy some stuff to make myself feel better, but I don't have so much money. I am not sure what to do.

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Happy new years everyone. Reply with your own personal new years resolution, I'll start with mine. My new years resolution is to be 100% sober all year round in 2021(I've struggled with drugs these past few years for context)
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>develop new tactics
Maybe we should have a thread to talk more about self improvement because it is a long and repetitive process that requires constant effort and thought.


How is everyone doing on their New Years' resolutions? If you have failed so far do you want to keep trying? I need to think about how things are going with me, but I will try to update you anons.


>go on noporn/nofap
That is difficult if you do not have a strategy. One approach is to have a punishment if you fail. You could either not watch or play whatever you wanted to do that day or, you could donate money to Twoot. The second option is a good thing to do no matter your circumstances, but when you lose some money you notice. Another option is when you have the feeling where you want to indulge in your vice, you could exercise until you get your urges under control.

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anyone else meeting their gf online?
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good thing this is a old thread



OP was probably baiting but if being honest then he needs to lurk more surprised he was not vanned.


22chan is a relationship-free board and i'm still pretty happy about it and i'm glad it's both shunned and banned for normalfaggotry. i'm gonna try and hold the line here anyway just incase any newfags try and pull that shit on this board. literally normalfags do stupid shit like use imageboards and gay meme apps to date people, and not using it for it's intended purpose. like, aren't site's like this supposed to be an escape from reality? also those people like 4chan jannies who get free sex to unban e-thots, and moot who became cucked after dating that tumblr thot, it never leads to good things. then again online dates are gay because, you dont know that person, imagine talking to a woman for a month or even less and deciding "wow, im in love and i want to be her boyfriend" isnt that a bit too quick? isnt actually being friends irl, deeply knowing someone, and then being in a relationship irl better? also, having a gf is a distraction, they require love and attention among other things and therefore preventing you from getting stuff done. i swear it's just retarded, why be on an origami folding board if you are in a relationship in the first place? if i was myself, either i would hide it/not talk about it, or simpily leave. there's >>>/reddit/ if anything for those people.

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its all down hill for me now fellas,
i never graduated high school and fail everything i do, couldn't even finish my fuckin cert because i cant type faster than 15 wpm
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Did you ever want to live a normal life anon? IDK if you are just pretending to be above that or you just naturally think this way.


>Did you ever want to live a normal life anon?

i wonder that about a lot of people here and around, where i live there is alot of pressure everywhere to be successful and normal, its seems so foreign that there are places where you can just not try


The pressure may be good because having a normal and successful life makes most people happy. Sometimes there is nothing you can do to be accepted. It is an ugly truth but, it is good to know in the long run.

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